They all said that I lived brightly everyday. No one really know what I am doing everyday. Neither do I. This Saturday I will participant my second Toefl ibt. It is really terrible experience to me. I do not what to image that. Unhappy around me but I seem happy everyday. Only we six could share this kind of feeling. A za A za, fighting! No matter what the result will be like, I will continue this way without missing any job opportunity. Say "fighting"  to myself, say "fighting" to all the people whom I love and all the people who love me.